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by Veronica » Sun Nov 25, 2018 9:13 am
Ok, I thought about it and read what was said of my moons character and agree with it all.
But....
I thought I might say a few words to give a little more depth and clarity.
It has always seemed to me that scorpio moon is the most misunderstood of all moons.
We are known for being mysterious and dramatic which does lend to not being understood fully.
Now my scorpio moon is not a stand alone influence because it is closely conjunct with neptune and semi close to jupiter, and square my sun and midhaven partially and I also do have mars in scorpio too, Pluto is also lending its influence on the moon and my sun and moon/neptune midpoint is conjunct my natal venus, so I do have quite a bit to filter through to get to the raw bit of how scorpio moon is
expressed in my persona and life.
....hence maybe why it seems so misunderstood to me when I try to think about "just" scorpio moon.
Yet from the few men that I do know for a fact who have this and a few women who I strongly suspect to, I do feel like they are misunderstood, and some even seem to like to play up that part and push buttons mysteriously with some hidden motive only known to them, so that they have an air of mystery which mundanely looks like ego protection at best or unprocessed repressed subconscious fear and anger at worst.
I had the most wonderful happiest dinner the last Friday night. I had a lunch way to heavy with carbs and I needed protein. A lot of protein. Scorpio moon is a moon that needs a lot of protein. I can tell you why. Proteins are the building blocks, and Scorpio luminaries are archetypical building blocks. This moon is about the past, and out of fats (which are storehouse houses for the future) and carbs (high and low glycemic, are the present) proteins are the past. At least in my expierence.
This dinner of the most sticky sweet sesame chicken wasnt what made me so very very happy though. It was who was feeding me and taking care of my needs.
Scorpio moons are often saught after because of thier sexual nature, it is a deep need, but many egos have been smashed thinking they can handle the primal volcanic sexual energy. Most will turn tale and run, which is why I eat alone. I am drama, i dont need anyone in my life who brings more drama and secrets...and I dont eat with people who think they can handle me. Only one who knows it. This sexuality though is not just naked bodies writhing, its a primal force raw and unfettered. Eating is sex, breathing is sex, talking is sex, playing chess is sex, and sitting quietly alone is sex too.
Confidence is key, and scorpio moons do see right through to hidden motives and adgendas, right to the pre-thought. Being alive in the moment and letting all the secrets and mysteries settle give scorpio moons power to endure even the weight of the of the deepest oceans and deepest feelings and most piercing thoughts.
Scorpio moons are said to be social and party people, but in my expierence that is not really whats going on. They are naturally happy and friendly and good hearted....and that...all by its self is the party, is the socialness, it brings others to them like a magnet and gravity.
They are fine all by themselves doing thier own thing and the party just forms around them. Thats how life is, that is how complex life began, billions of years ago on the ancient sea bed.
The kingdom of Scorpio was the first compex life on our planet, from what I have uncovered in studying the fossil record.
After my most delicious meal I cracked open my little fortune cookie filled with wisdom and magic lucky numbers and the words staring me in my face were
"I think and that is all I am"
Sounds like a butchered translation of "I think therfore I am".
yet if one does stop and think about that oh so scorpioic fortune and reflect on one of the core attributes of scorpio...promethian, meaning Pre-thought and the origin story that goes hand in hand, you might see the much deeper message.
That is all "I" am
What is this I.
It is the ego of course that thought we have of our selves, that we protect, and build up, and knock down, and pretend is hurt and angry and sad and happy.
I did say I had the happiest dinner after all didnt I. I fearlessly sat and broke bread with the one person who has the most reason to fear me to be angry with me to hate me, who could have at any moment spit my past in my face.
Scorpio moons are said to be brave and fearless, but why and where does that originate?
In my expierence it goes hand and hand with the "party people idea" naturally happy and in the moment. The now. Fear is projection into the future, scorpio being prethought is not in the furture, it just is, now, ready to recieve what ever comes it way.
Like the creature on the bottom of the sea bed, who arose near the ancient underwater volcanoes, near the warmth, and light (not sunlight, but the source of light of our own planet) grabbing what ever prehistoric plant life (which is stored sunlight, from above) and gobbling it up.
Scorpio moons are blessed with what is said to be true vision, yet I think that is poor language, but its the best we have, for now at least.
True vision is remarkably close to the common meaning of my name, true image, and I do agree that I am blessed with true vision. Its not my uncany psychic sence about a phone call, or changing lanes just before a branch falls, or any of that psi stuff that is where my true vision comes from.
We all know our eyes decieve us, and our mind is awash in biochemicals produced in our body to sway our mind into silly things like having a 2nd baby after our body almost died after the first, our sences and mind trick us and decieve us, and certainly do not give us anything a kin to "true vision".
So why do scorpio moons have true vision and no other sign.
I feel that it is because we learned to trust that we arose from something deeper and darker and harder and colder and more painful yet we endure and adapt and can forget the past which brings saddness anger and anxiety and forget the future which brings uncertainty, fear and worry and just be.
His fortune cookie, that he ate on his way over said.
"Happiness is a state of mind"
Before we are born into this world we come from a place of Love and Scorpio moons have the grace to bring that love to the surface of the mind.
When I was six or seven I was angry at my father, so angry I could spit nails. He did not understand why or what made me so angry, he misunderstood me.
I wrote him a letter that he still has to this day, lamenated and hanging above his desk where he runs his business.
It says
"Dad,
Even though I am angry with you,
I still love you"